Why do i have to be ugly !! Help beuty tips ?!?!?

It sucks it seems like god obviously hated me so he gave me the worse possible things. I have a lisp. I was born with half eyebrows. And my nose is pointy so i look even uglier from the side. Im finding it hard to lose weight. And i dont know how to style my hair. I cant put it in a high bun cause then my eyebrows will show even more and when i wear it down i have to straighten it but it doesnt last. Help PLEEAAASEE